Tuesday, September 27, 2016

Secret of my Heart - fripSide

Secret of my Heart - fripSide
ゆっくりと募る想い 胸の奥に響いた鼓動
気がつかない振りをしてた 叶わない密やかな
恋だった
変わってく 君の癖と左薬指の約束
惹かれているこの想いは ずっと大切に秘めたまま

The feelings building up slowly; the excitement resonating deep in my heart,
I have been pretending not to notice them.
It was a secret romance that would not come true.
Your habits that change, and the promise on your left ring finger.
I have always kept this feeling of attraction dearly.

もしも、この気持ち 伝えたら私たち
変わるのかな
これまで以上に 離れてしまうのなら
ときめく心気づかずに 鍵をかけて 閉じ込めたい

If, I had been able to convey my feelings,
would things change?
If we will be further apart than we are now, I
will rather lock up my fluttering heart such that no one notices it.

今のままでいいよ 友達でいたいよ
会いたくて 会えなくても きみが笑うなら
特別な約束 交わさなくてもいい
少しでも 同じ時を感じたい

It is fine as it is now; I want to remain as friends.
Even if I cannot meet you when I want to, as long as you smile.
It is ok even if we do not exchange special promises;
even for just a little, I want to share the same time with you.

君が手を引くのは 知らない誰かだと
分かってる だけど何度も 言い聞かせてる
届かない想いが 膨らまないように
閉じ込めた 私だけの secret of my heart.

The hand that you're holding is someone else's I do not know.
I know that, but I keep on telling you anyway.
Such that the feelings that do not reach you does not grow,
I kept the secret of my heart that belongs only to me.

偶然にあの日二人 一緒に歩いた帰り道
次の言葉 探すうちに お別れの場所が近くなる

By chance, that day the two of us walked the road home together.
While looking for the next words to say, the place we part approaches.

少し…あと少し 欲張りな感情が大きくなる
繊細な硝子細工みたいな空気
静かな夜のこの瞬間 時を止めて閉じ込めたい

A little...a little more, the feeling of greed grows.
The air is like fragile glass-work.
I want to stop time this moment of the quiet night, and keep it within me.
近づいてもいいの?友達のままなの?
ささやかな淡い期待 勘違いだよね
あふれそうな想い こぼれないようにと
切り出した「さよなら」が震えてる

Can I get closer to you? Remaining as friends?
The refreshing and light expectation was my imagination right?
Such that my overflowing emotions do not fall as tears,
the "goodbye" I said is trembling.
君が離れていく 知らない誰かへと
向かってくその足取りが幸せそうで
零れ落ちた涙 気づいてしまいそう
少しずつ膨らんでる secret of my heart.

Your footsteps that are getting farther towards
someone I do not know seems so blissful, so...
The tears that fell were on the verge of being noticed.
The secret of my heart is growing bit by bit.
もしも…あと少し 出会う時 出会う場所 違ったなら
特別な笑顔向けているその先に
私がいたのかもなんて 考えるの
らしくないね

If...a little more, the time we met, the place we met were different,
I may have been the one looking at the special smile.
I think about such things.
That's not like myself, right?

本当は好きだよ ちゃんと伝えたいよ
臆病な弱い気持ち 忘れたいけれど
会えなくなるのなら 苦しいままがいい
誤魔化した私だけの Secret of my heart.

I actually love you. I want to properly convey it to you.
I want to forget these timid and weak feelings, but
if I become unable to meet you, I'd rather remain suffering.
I lied to the secret of my heart that belongs only to me.
今のままでいいよ 友達でいたいよ
会いたくて 会えなくても 君が笑うなら
優しすぎる君の 幸せ願ってる
閉じもめた私だけの Secret of my love...

It is fine as it is now; I want to remain as friends.
Even if I cannot meet you when I want to, as long as you smile.
You, who is too kind, I wish for your happiness.
I kept the secret of my heart that belongs only to me.